Ngaphandle, nguJesús Carrasco

Kwafika ezandleni zam njengesipho esivela kumhlobo olungileyo. Abahlobo abalungileyo abaze basilele kwiingcebiso zoncwadi, nokuba akukho kumgca wakho wesiqhelo ...

Umntwana ubalekela into, asazi nyani ukuba yintoni. Ngaphandle koloyiko lokubalekela ndawo, uyazi ukuba kufuneka ayenze, kufuneka ashiye idolophu yakhe ukuze azikhulule kwinto esivakalelwa kukuba iyamtshabalalisa. Isigqibo esomeleleyo siguqulwa phambi kwamehlo ethu sibe yimfuno elula yokuphila, njengesiqhelo sesilwanyana sesidalwa esingakhuselekanga.

Ihlabathi liyinkqantosi ekhohlakeleyo. Umntwana uqobo unokuba sisikweko somphefumlo, nawuphina umphefumlo ohambahamba ulahlekile kwilizwe elinobutshaba, ubuye ubuye kobo butshaba ngendlela engalindelekanga ukusuka ebuntwaneni obumnene nobumsulwa. Ekufundeni okungaqondakaliyo, unokuhlala utolika ngakumbi. Yenzelwe yona UJesús Carrasco ukhathalela ukuzalisa ulwimi lweprosaic, imifanekiso yeeschatological ogqitha, imigca embalwa kamva, ukuthambisa okanye ukungcangcazela kukungcola okanye ukungcola.

Kutheni le nto umntwana ebaleka kwimvelaphi yakhe? Ungaluthatha njani olo hambo uye ndawo? Ukuphunyuka uqobo kuba yi-leitmotif ehambisa ibali. Iyelenqe eliqhubela phambili kancinci, nokucotha okuqhelekileyo kweeyure ezimbi, ukuze umfundi afumane uloyiko, ubumsulwa, uluvo lwesazela esingacacanga ngokungaziva njengendawo avela kuyo umntu. Ngaphezulu kwayo nantoni na kuba loo ndawo ibuhlungu. Intlungu iyabaleka nokuba bangakuxelela ukuba iyanyanga.

Kuyabonakala ukuba kuya kwenzeka ntoni, kuya kuba yintoni emntwaneni, encinci okanye engalunganga. Kodwa ubuhle bolwimi oluchunyisiweyo enkqantosini, kunye nethemba lokuba ikamva elingenakuphepheka aligqibi ukufikelela emntwaneni, kukushukumisela ukuba uqhubeke nokufunda. Imalunga noku, ukongeza izigcawu ezihamba kancinci, ezikubonisa ngeseti yamaxesha alula njenganaphakade, okukuhlisa kwindawo eyi-hyper-real phambi kwayo olindele ukubethwa ngumlingo. Olo lwazi lufihliweyo loncwadi lonke lokubhabha ngaphaya kwe-sordid, nokuba yinto engenakwenzeka enokuthi igubungele inkohlakalo enjalo ngesidima kunye nokulibala.

Kuya kwenzeka okanye akuyi kwenzeka. Kuphela kwethemba elihlala lisesandleni esomeleleyo nesilukhuni somalusi omdala ongenanto yakuthetha kwaye onolwazi oluncinci, ngaphaya kwendalo yonke yakhe enkulu egubungela inyani ukusuka ezinyaweni zakhe ukuya kufikelela kwisiphelo se-moor. Umalusi njengokuphela kwethemba, engayiqapheli yonke into engaqhelekanga emhlambini wakhe, kwaye ngokuqinisekileyo uyakwazi ukushiya umntwana ngokungathi yimvana eyonzakeleyo. Leliphi ubuntu eliza kuhlala xa kuvalwa incwadi?

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