Ukuthetha ngoncwadi lwaseRussia kuhlala kuvusa inqaku leshumi elinethoba le UTolstoy, UDostoevsky o EChekhov. Kodwa kunye neentsiba ezi-languid ze UMarina Tsvetaeva namhlanje isinika indawo yobufazi eyimfuneko yokujonga oko Ubukho baseRussia phakathi kwengqele eqatha njengomzabalazo phakathi kwamathafa kunye neSiberia. Phantsi kwezi meko zilula ngokwejografi, umntu unokuzibona ngcono iinkxalabo ezisuka ekuvalweni kwemiphefumlo etyhalelwa ekubhaduleni okukhoyo ekuvalelweni kwangethuba kobona busika buqatha.
Iziphumo kwityala likaTsvetaeva loncwadi oluphakamisa ngokucacileyo ukusondelelana nendawo yokugcina izinto egcwele umthwalo ngokungafaniyo phakathi kweenkumbulo zobuntwana ezinothando nayo yonke enye into. Ngobunqabileyo bayo obunakho ukuvusa amandla esimbongi anokufumaneka kuphela kwilizwi elikwisinye elifana nelikaMarina.
Kodwa kwimeko yamanani abonakalayo oncwadi afana no-Marina, ohamba nokufika kwabo ekuvuthweni kunye nokusa okumnyama kweMfazwe Enkulu kunye neRussian Revolution engapheliyo, into abayithethayo phakathi kwembali kunye nephephandaba kuthatha ixabiso I-intrahistory etyebileyo, yokuqiniseka ngezibane zabo kunye nezithunzi ezingaphaya kokuchazwa laconic (ngokwabantu nje) beencwadi zembali ezinokufikelela.
Iincwadi ezi-3 eziphezulu ezicetyiswayo nguMarina Tsvietáieva
Umama wam kunye nomculo
Kukho into yobudlelwane obuthile phakathi komntwana ngamnye kunye nomzali wabo wesini esifanayo. Kuba ukuba utata akafuni ukwenza umntwana oko azikhethele ngokwakhe, kungenxa yokuba uya kufuna ukumenza loo nto angazange akwazi ukuba yiyo. Kwaye kolu dluliselo ukuchasana phakathi komnqweno kunye nesenzo kubonakala ngathi komeleza amaqhina kwi-posteriori kwaye kwenze ukuba mandundu ukomelela kumaxesha abalulekileyo obomi.
Eyona iprozi yomculo ithandwayo iphela iguqula yonke into ibe yindawo efanelekileyo yezona meko zinzima. Kwaye kubhalwe oko uMarina kungqinayo ukuba uthando luluqwalaselo olugcinwe kwimemori njengoyilo lubalaseleyo.
Umama wam kunye nomculo yimvuselelo entle yobuntwana, kodwa, ngaphezu kwako konke, ubukho bukamama ngento eqhelekileyo njengepiyano. Amandla amnandi embongo kaMarina Tsvietaeva ahamba kweli bali elisihambisa kwihlabathi apho ubomi bemihla ngemihla buthatha umlinganiselo wemilingo, kwaye ubomi buthatha indima engumzekelo.
Utata kunye nomyuziyam
UMarina Tsvetaeva wabhala le ngxelo ngobomi bakhe ekuthinjweni eFrance wayipapasha ngesiRashiya, ngo-1933, kwiimagazini ezahlukeneyo zaseParis; Kwiminyaka emithathu kamva, ngo-1936, ezama ukusondela kubafundi baseFransi, waphinda wakhumbula iinkumbulo zakhe zobuntwana ngesiFrentshi, iseti yezahluko ezihlanu awazibiza ngokuba nguTata wam kunye nomyuziyam wakhe kwaye, nangona kunjalo, engazange ipapashwe ebomini.
Kuzo zombini ezi nguqulelo zidityanisiwe kule ncwadi, umbhali unikezela ngesimo sikayise, u-Ivan Tsvetaev, unjingalwazi waseyunivesithi owanikezela ubomi bakhe ekusekweni kweMyuziyam yoBugcisa boBugcisa, iMyuziyam yangoku yePushkin. Rhoqo laconic kunye namaqhekeza kodwa ngamandla angaqhelekanga wombongo, lo mbhalo umangalisayo, odlamkileyo kwaye uhambisa, usisondeza kufutshane nokusondelana kwimbongi engenakulinganiswa kunabanye abambalwa.
Iidayari zoQhushululu lowe-1917
Ukuba kukho ixesha elimangalisayo kwimbali yoluntu, lixesha leNguqulelo yaseRashiya. I-paradigm ye-communism yadlula njengelifa lezopolitiko elichanekileyo eliye laphazamiseka ukusuka eLenin ukuya eStalin, ukugqiba ukuhla kwimeko yomntu ngokwayo, ekhangele kumandla kwaye eqinisekile ngegunya layo kunye nokuziphatha kwayo ngaphezu kwayo yonke into.
UbuKomanisi baphelela ekubeni buMachiavellianism esona sizathu sibi kakhulu kwaye impazamo ayizange ibe yeyona nto ilungileyo kodwa kunokuba ibe ngabaphumezi bezimvo. Ngaphaya kwezopolitiko, eyona nto ichaza okwenzekileyo yimbali yombalisi ochatshazelwe lutshintsho lwenkululeko ye-Orwellian eyathi ngokuqinisekileyo yaguqulela ngcono.
Le ncwadi idibanisa amanqaku avela kwiidayari zikaMarina Tsvetaeva ngelinye lawona maxesha mahle kwimbali yaseRussia. Umbonisi ongaqhelekanga, imbongi iqokelela kubo isiganeko sobomi babo: isithukuthezi, ubunzima kunye nobunzima obabuziswa luvukelo. Isiphumo sombhalo osondeleyo olayishwe ngeengoma kunye nobuhle obuqaqambileyo belizwi lomntu nelokulukuhla.
