Palibe mabuku odzipereka ngati omwe amapereka masomphenya a autobiographical. Ndipo sikuti zimangotengera kukumbukira ndi zokumana nazo kuti mupange chiwembu kuchokera pazovuta kwambiri zomwe zidachitika munthawi yakuda kwambiri. Kwa Annie Ernaux, chilichonse chofotokozedwa chimatengera gawo lina ndikupanga chiwembucho kukhala chenicheni mwa munthu woyamba. Chowonadi choyandikira chomwe chimasefukira ndi zowona. Ziwerengero zake zolembedwa zimapeza tanthauzo lalikulu ndipo zolemba zake zomaliza ndikusintha kowona kukakhala m'miyoyo ina.
Ndipo mzimu wa Ernaux umagwira ntchito yolemba, kuphatikiza chiyero, clairvoyance, chilakolako ndi uwisi, mtundu wanzeru zamaganizidwe pakugwiritsa ntchito nkhani zamitundu yonse, kuchokera pamalingaliro amunthu woyamba mpaka kutsanzira moyo watsiku ndi tsiku womwe umatha kutigwetsa tonse munjira iliyonse. mawonekedwe omwe adawonetsedwa kwa ife.
Ndi mphamvu yachilendo yolumikizana kwathunthu ndi munthu, Ernaux amatiuza za moyo wake ndi moyo wathu, amapanga zochitika ngati zisudzo zomwe timatha kudziwona tokha pa siteji tikumabwereza mawu omwe timakhala nawo omwe amapangidwa ndi malingaliro ndi kusuntha kwa psyche komwe kumatsimikizika. kufotokoza zomwe zikuchitika ndi zamkhutu za improvisation zomwe ndi kukhalapo komwe kungasaine chimodzimodzi kundera.
Sitinapeze m'mabuku a wolemba uyu Mphoto ya Nobel ya Zolemba 2022 nkhani yokakamizika kuchitapo kanthu ngati kuchirikiza chiwembucho. Ndipo komabe ndizodabwitsa kuwona momwe moyo umapitira patsogolo ndi kutsika kwapang'onopang'ono kodabwitsako mpaka kukankhidwira, mosiyana, ndikupita kwazaka zomwe sizikuyamikiridwa. Zolemba zidapanga matsenga kupita kwa nthawi pakati pa nkhawa za anthu zapafupi kwambiri.
Mabuku 3 Apamwamba Omwe Akulimbikitsidwa ndi Annie Ernaux
Kukhudzika koyera
Nkhani zachikondi zimayesa kutitsimikizira za kusafa kwa kukhudza kapena kutengeka kwamalingaliro. Nkhaniyi idabadwa ngati masomphenya achikondi chamatope masiku athu ano. Cholinga pa siteji ndi pa mkazi yemwe amadikirira mwachikondi pamene chirichonse chikuchitika ndipo moyo wake umayimitsidwa chifukwa cha will-o'-the-wisp. Sikuti chikondi n'chokhumudwitsa, kapena kuti kufunda kumapambana nthawi zonse. Funso ndikuwona popanda kutanthauzira kuti tipeze mawonekedwe okhudza munthu yemwe ife tokha tiyenera kusamalira kulungamitsa, kupeza zomwe zimamupangitsa ...
"Kuyambira mwezi wa September chaka chatha, sindinachite kalikonse koma kuyembekezera mwamuna: kuti andiyitane ndi kuti abwere kudzandiona"; Umu ndi momwe nkhaniyi imayambira ponena za chilakolako cha mkazi wophunzira, wanzeru, wodziimira pazachuma, wosudzulidwa komanso ana akuluakulu, amene amataya malingaliro ake pa kazembe wochokera kudziko lakum'mawa "yemwe amakulitsa kufanana kwake ndi Alain Delon" ndipo amamva kufooka kwapadera. kwa zovala zabwino ndi magalimoto onyezimira.
Ngati nkhani yomwe yayambitsa bukuli ikuwoneka ngati yaing'ono, ndiye kuti moyo womwe umalimbikitsa siwovuta. Kaŵirikaŵiri m’mbuyomo, kudzikuza kotereku kunanenedwapo, mwachitsanzo, ponena za kugonana kwa mwamuna kapena za chikhumbo chododometsa, chimene chimasokoneza. Zolemba zamaliseche ndi zamaliseche za Annie Ernaux zimatha kutidziŵikitsa, mogwirizana ndi kulondola kwa katswiri wa tizilombo tomwe tikuwona tizilombo, mumisala yowopsya, yosangalatsa ndi yowononga yomwe mkazi aliyense​—ndi mwamuna aliyense?—, kulikonse padziko lapansi, mosakayikira wakumanapo nayo. kamodzi m'moyo wanu.
Chochitikacho
Ndizo chimodzimodzi. Nthawi zina mimba imachitika. Monga mutu wosayembekezereka wa buku lomwe tikuwerenga ndipo lomwe mwadzidzidzi limatichotsa mosaganizira. Wina sadziwa komwe angapite, mwina, pokhala wolemba. Ndipo zikhoza kukhala kuti chirichonse chimene chimabwera pambuyo chimasonyeza kusintha kotheratu kwa mtundu ndi chiwembu.
Mu Okutobala 1963, Annie Ernaux ali ku Rouen akuphunzira za filosofi, adazindikira kuti ali ndi pakati. Kuyambira nthawi yoyamba palibe kukayikira m'maganizo mwake kuti sakufuna kukhala ndi cholengedwa chosafunika ichi. M’chitaganya chimene kuchotsa mimba kumalangidwa ndi kuikidwa m’ndende ndi chindapusa, amadzipeza ali yekha; ngakhale mnzakeyo amanyalanyaza nkhaniyi. Kuphatikiza pa kusiyidwa ndi tsankho kwa anthu omwe amamutembenukira, padakali kulimbana ndi zoopsa komanso zowawa za kuchotsa mimba mwachinsinsi.
Malo
Chizoloŵezi chomwe chimamatira kukhalapo ndi malo ake otembenuka omwe amaloza mmwamba kapena pansi. Kamphindi kakang'ono kosinthika ndi luso lamatsenga la Ernaux losintha nthawiyo kukhala malo osangalatsa pomwe zolakalaka zimatha kukhala limodzi ndi zosayembekezereka komanso mwayi womwe umatsatanso njira.
Mu Epulo 1967, wolemba ndi protagonist, panthawiyo, mphunzitsi wachinyamata wa kusekondale, adapambana mayeso ophunzirira pasukulu yasekondale ya Lyon kunyada (ndi kukayikira) kwa abambo ake, omwe kale anali wantchito yemwe, akuchokera kumidzi komanso pambuyo pake. kugwira ntchito Molimba, adakhala mwini kabizinesi kakang'ono m'zigawo. Kwa bambo ameneyo, zonsezi zikutanthawuza sitepe ina yopita patsogolo mu kukwera kwake kovuta; komabe, chikhutiro chimenechi sichikhalitsa, popeza amamwalira miyezi iŵiri pambuyo pake.
Bambo ndi mwana wawo wamkazi adutsa "malo" awo pagulu. Koma ayang’anizana mokayikirana, ndipo mtunda wapakati pawo wakhala ukupweteka kwambiri. Choncho, malowa samangoyang'ana pa zovuta ndi tsankho, ntchito ndi machitidwe a chikhalidwe cha anthu omwe ali ndi malire osiyana siyana, omwe galasi lawo ndi otukuka komanso ophunzitsidwa bwino m'matauni a bourgeoisie, komanso pazovuta zakukhala m'malo omwe ali pakati pa anthu. .
